Waiting

I'm somewhat puzzled on what to write on this. I'm torn with stress and emotionality, I've tried to bond with people but it seems...in vein. Things at times, feel very futile and pointless. I'm tired of watching the things I want walk out the door.

I put on a brave persona, but, I think it's more just a test, to see if anyone can actually read through it to see what is really going on. Sadly, most either don't or can't read through it, or aren't interested enough to try.

I guess I just need to go to sleep....