11.11.2009

Disconnected

Just a short entry about feeling disconnected. I was visited by a friend of mine earlier today who I had a thing with before William (most recent relationship). We just laid around and talked, and I'm wanting that connection, be it physical or mental, again. I'd forgotten what it felt like honestly. Now I'm wanting to get back to that, but haven't found much luck. I have a few people that I know are interested in me, but they aren't really feasible. I'm not one to go out looking for relationships I think will fail, regardless of how cute the person is.

So, I've still not decided on what to do upon graduation. I can just hope that the economy gets better in the next year, otherwise I'm going to be in serious trouble. It's hard enough getting a job, let alone trying to get a decent paying one being trans. I know there are some companies that are more friendly than others, but the days of getting to be picky over who you work for are apparently over.